I've looked through every recovery group and blog
Googled myself a million times; sobriety, sobriety girl, recovery, recovering
And I still haven't found who I am
It will never come to me in a search que, website or fourteen question survey to diagnose my addiction
When I reach into my soul
Brief times
Lately, rare times
I see a glimpse of who I know I can be
And hold my breathe
Waiting for the day that I release myself from pain
The day has come
I know who I am
And where I belong.