Yesterday, I drove home crying.
I was sad.
I was distraught about life.
Yesterday, the phone kept ringing.
My mother, my friend.
Chattering, chattering, chattering.
While I was consumed with my life.
Yesterday, I sat with a friend.
I was venting.
I was hurting.
I talked his ear off.
Yesterday, the phone rang again.
It was my friend’s mother.
His father had shot himself.
Silence.
One single moment.
Yesterday, I realized,
My worries were no longer significant.
My tears fell quickly for someone else.
Yesterday, he would change.
His father’s life,
Was more significant than the problems
I thought were important.
Yesterday, I sat in silence
As my friend left for his impending doom.
Yesterday, I cried for someone other than myself.
For the first time in five years, I looked to the sky,
And prayed for life.
One of the biggest fears of beginning any journey is the unknown. We do not know where the journey will take us and that can be quite scary. What will we uncover? What will we find along the way? The journey is as amazing as the final destination. We learn with each step. We learn we have the ability to go in any direction we choose. That direction is very much of our own accord.
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That's a powerful expression with words, Kim. All I can say is, Amen...
Bo
getting out of self is always powerful..perspective and time. I pray for you and your friend.
Two very powerful posts Kim, thanks for both!
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